I have been reading this. It is an article on smoking and people sharing their smoking stories. How they started, how they quit, how they started again. I couldn’t even finish reading the whole thing without going out for a cigarette. I smoke and I like to smoke and I know that it’s terrible, I…

I’m hyper. Hyper. Sugar good. Very good. Honestly, I don’t know how anyone works without it. I tried when I was in my Atkins phase. That sucked. And I’ve just committed myself to the fact that I kind of like that sugar high. I don’t do drugs or anything, so allow me the feeling of…

I’m back. Did you miss me? I had just written this entire page when my Netscape crashed… so I’m doing it again. The show went well. Really well. We had people stay to chat, and go out with us afterwards to get nice and drunk. We are a friendly troupe, I’ll tell you that.

I’m leaving tomorrow. On a jet plane. Going back to Cali. I’m fitting all the cliches in here that I can.

Women are weird. That’s been my big revelation over the week. The shower is over and I was the “odd girl out,” what with being the only person there not married, getting married, or pregnant…I kept running into the other room, slamming the door and chanting: I don’t want babies. I don’t want to get…

I’m losing my mind. I’m going to Hollywood in a couple of weeks to perform/audition for a cable company (sounds like “ItchKnee, Yo”). My troupe is going and we are putting on a little show for them. That’s how some people refer to it. The “little show.” Like I’m still in the third grade and…

I am very happy. Just got a call from my apartment complex…”Are you missing, like, a ton of mail?” am I…

From marinakat: [readermail] Subj: Roaarrr! Date: 16 July 1998 Here’s an interesting thought. Do you think that Time thinks feminism is dead because women have stopped trying to change things from outside the system and have finally found that they are making huge strides within the system? Why should we give up what we like?…

So interesting is the human reflex when fear kicks in. We call it “fight or flight.” What I really love is the way that you think you should behave is not always how you react. Exhibit A: I have a friend, we’ll call him Larry, who is a big talker. Nice guy, big talker. Doesn’t…