Do not taunt the child.

I’m sick. I’m tired. I don’t know what’s going on in my body, but stupid me decided to try that Atkins diet (low carb/ high protein) and I feel like shit. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, food makes me sick. I can’t stop crying because I got my period and now I feel like hell. I can’t sleep, I’m sunburned.

Why do we do it? Why do we starve ourselves to look like something we may never be? I just get tired of the way I look and I want to look different, but whenever I do that, then I tend to get sick, and just want to be happy again. I’m a happy chubby girl…there I’ve said it. I’ve said it.

I would kill for a piece of chocolate right now. I’m gonna float away from all this water I’m drinking. I keep having to pee. This is not my beautiful life.

Besides, this Atkins thing is like a way of life, and I’m not ready to swear off certain foods for myself forever. No way.

The AFI list of 100 films was a big deal, hmm? Guess they did exactly what they wanted, people are talking. I feel like some of those films don’t belong there (Dances With Wolves) but I really noticed the lack of comedy, women, minorities… and also these seemed to be more the 100 films that had an impact on the movie world, and not the greatest films ever made. Birth of a Nation is not one of the greatest films ever made…but it made and impact, and for that it belongs on a list.

I’m just so damn cranky today. I can’t even try and be funny. I want to go home. I’m gonna go home early.

A haiku:

Atkins diet sucks.Why did I want to do this?
Oh yeah, firm ass, thighs.
If anyone has any suggestions on how to feel better, let me know.

Thanks.

crampy pamie